Yesterday I visited to a friend's birthday party at Cheryl's abode, then to Medellin checked my LOT. Seems my old town home is looking quiet and some of the houses were destroyed from the past storm. I just miss our LOT and no matter what, I will never sell that property because that is where I was growing together with my siblings. Everytime I see it, there is a heartache, maybe because it is where we had been through handships in life although I never want to let that LAND go. I would keep and treasure that forever. Our planned to build a house in there has changed cause my mom doesn't want to live in there for now, it is her reason and I can't force her if she doesn't want to. I will like her to live in the place where she wants to and have fun until she'll get tired and will go back. I also understand why she wants to live for now in Bogo because it is where his eldest son living for a famiy reason, and another reason for her is there are lot of gossips around neighborhood in my old town which she hates it. I guess she just doesn't want people would come close to her now because they see how her life changes a lot from very poor that some neighbor just use to look down on us before long time  ago. She doesn't want hypocrisy. I guess, it is from her I got that attitude. I don't want to come close to those people who use to treat me badly when I have nothing. Anyway right now? She has lots of fun, and honestly I don't see any better opportunities back in our old town, but only gossiping, having a dawn rosary yet what they only look is what inside your house and ask how much money you got, how many kids were being able to finish, how many kids are working and living abroad and stuffs haha. It is so funny. Oh well, in short, they don't have plan to live in there anymore maski mga manghod. Oh well, I can't force my mom, she has her own reason. But for my side, she is also can't force me to buy a LOT here around bogo because I honestly would love to keep what I have in Medellin. I just don't know, I just can feel how my father wants me to keep it. For now, I will concentrate on one thing, to let my siblings finish their studies which I thought the best thing to do. Here in other town is honestly fun because it is very convenient for shopping mall and some fun activities although it is a bit pricey than to live in my old town. So someday they have come to realize that LOL! Ay hadlok tingali wala na ikaplete from Medellin to Bogo kay sabot na ma change and plano haha! They should understand, they can't have everything they want since daghan pa intawn nagskwela. Take time, one at a time.

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What happened to my other siblings phones, something's wrong. They said they are broken and need to fix. I wonder why, to think their cell phones are quite a bit expensive. Honestly, I really don't like to buy cell phones here in PI because they are just easy to break even if it is not being drop on the floor or hard area. Weird. Their quality is not relying at all. Oh well, I thought they are just wasting money of buying with such useless stuffs. If it is not something wrong inside, it is the keypad or the screen cracks. I wonder if manufacturers made it not-so reliable because it is only for prepaid load. Hmm. whatever that is, I will not care anymore.

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Oh gosh, I can hear how hard the rain poured. It sounds nice yet I am worried because Nicole was riding a scooter with my sister and brother. They gave her a ride. Until now they are not here yet. I hope they are fine and not getting so wet. I honestly don't like Nicole would ride such thing because I thought it is not safe enough rather than riding tricycle nor even a car. Plus, I hate that motor exhaust (not sure what is the name of it) which it can burn our legs if we are not being watchful. I am so scared of it. I am not envy with those rides though. Sometimes I am tempted because we have three motorcycle, one from Nina, the rest are from my brothers that are sitting around the corner. Especially the other one has only been sitting for a long time because my other brother is in other part of the world, he is working as a seaman. I thought, I would rather ride a bicycle than motorbike, because I believe this latter is heavier and hard to control when you don't have enough strength to pull it back up. With the Bike is just easy by controlling with your one or two feet. I also don't need a gas haha! Yeah, I know I am not really fond of that thing but honestly I also wish to have one someday which of course a much smaller one, easy to control, especially that I am short person, I need to find that fits right for my size haha, that I don't need to stretch my legs that far to allow my feet touches the ground, honest it would hurt me LOL! For me I would like to have one which my knees can still fold a bit even my feet already touche the ground haha. Honest, I don't feel safe the motorcycle my sis and bro have. They are just too high for me haha. I am only 5 flat. Yeah you might would said, I am just a scary cat haha! Yeah, whatever you may say, I already have phobia riding motorcycle.

I do! I do! I do love during black friday because it is a huge shopping sale for all department stores in the Mall. I just hate that I am not still being able to drive on my own because I still have to ask favor to my husband, take me a to a place where there is a huge sale. As what I have said before that I better go with my friends during Black Friday because they can give me a ride, we don't only get along well but also we have fun time shopping and giving idea which stuffs look best at such a great prices. I would say black friday is fun time but the only difference is when you get up so early in the morning to prepare, otherwise you will be falling in line and be at the last and could hardly grab a nice things for you already. However upon approaching at this webiste the blackfridayonline.com can help you through a lot becase they features the latest blackfriday sale information along with all of the 2008 blackfriday ads, where to only get the latest updated black friday information all for free. And remember, Black friday online also shows you what items you can buy online before black friday. Yes, retailers put their blackfriday products online so you can buy them on Thanksgiving morning which they will update the website very early in the morning on Thanksgiving and give you links directly to the products so you can quickly check out and get the products you want without having to stand in line at the store. Just like what I have found right now at our favorite store at Circuit City we usually purchase electronic stuffs, they have a Circuit City Speals to grab. Isn't it great though. So what are you waiting for guy, check out their site now and have fun shopping during Black Friday.

I just love the weather here in the Philippines compare to my place back home this time in USA. I for sure it is hotter there now that the weather temperature would go high up to 100 F. Thanks goodness I am here right now in the Philippines cause the weather is just only mild cause it is a wet season here this time of year although I also must be thankful it has not been raining that bad anymore. I wish when I go back to US, the fall season starts cause the weather temp is cool. I remember I complain a lot before I get back in the car and how much more when I am inside it, it is like burning my butt off and can't breath because of the heatness of the air during Summer Time. I only love Spring Time the best!

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I wonder what Nina took so long to be home from withdrawing some money at the Bank. But what she told me before she goes is that she will go to the Auto Store aslo to buy a doorlock for our car. But it seems she has been over 2 hours already been gone out together with Nicole. I hope they are both doing okay. I always get worried when someone can't be home at the early time from the things they are doing not unless if they go to a party or meeting someone and need time to sit and talk, especially Nicole is with her, it is like bad thoughts running into my mind then. She is not here yet already, though we have some other a very important thing to do today. I hope and pray they are safe.

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One time I had a big arguement with Nina, which I literally don't know who's at fault. I know how she loves and take care of Nicole every day or every time. She loves her so much until she was getting frustrated and voice out how she felt of being so tired already for not being able to sleep and such. I thought she didn't watch Nicole all the time because Nicole has her own yaya plus other sisters or brothers of mine help watching Nicole. So then, it was making me mad on how she reacted which triggers me too. So I also say something back that hurts her a lot. I didn't know she cried for whole night not until my youngest sister told me that her eyes was swelling and got red face from cying. On the morning we still didn't talk to each other, then back to arguements because I shared to my other siblings what was the problem and there she appeared right infront me and still feeling bad. I told her that the night we argued I would have just gone out with Nicole, pack our things and gone. There she stop answering me back. Very soon she changed clothes and took Nicole out with her right away and bring to jollibee which I believe they had a good time, also bringing to Nicole to a shopping mall because when Nicole got home she came upstairs and telling she's been to Jollibee and opened her mouth wide to let me know what does she eat or she did eat something good, that she looks very happy and excited upon telling me. I thought she realized that how much she got so tired of Nicole of watching, she loves her sooooo much. She was so scared might she can't see Nicole on the following days any longer. So this time she is so happy taking care of nicole again. On the contrary to her, I told her I didn't see her watching Nicole full time because she only get to watch her when this little kiddo come upstairs, change Nicole's clothes, diaper and things. Or when she is also downstairs when it happens nicole is there too. Which actually she is facing the computer most of the time sitting around or watching tv. That was making me so mad when she let me hear how she become so tired alread and that she has lack of sleep haha. I thought that was damn because she is not only the one who is watching my daughter alone. A lot of people can watch Nicole. But to my understand why she feels that way because she got frustrated on how Nicole got bruise and things that made her mad on how to take care of Nicole really on the way that Nicole couldn't get hurt. That is why for her it is very tiring. Anyhow on the afternoon Nina asked sorry to me and that I should understand. Oh well, I forgive and forget especially she is my sister, same flood flowing in our veins LOL! HONES, it is so rare we fight each other. Since I got here, it was just the only time we get into fight. I know how she concerns Nicole a lot. I know how she loves her so much which I am very happy because if anything happens to me, she is the only one I could entrust Nicole aside from my husband. So now we are back, she keeps telling me that how I wish Nicole and I will just stay here forever.

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I can feel my muscle pain again this time though, this has been bugging me for years and years already. The more I ask massage the more it also keeps coming back (muscle pain). My Physical Therapist give some tricks on how to ease the pain, to soften your muscle by stretching some of part of your body. One of it is put a support something on your back while facing on the computer, so you to not sit slouch. To sit up straight most or all time, roll some cloth or like  a towel then put it on your back level of your waisteline. I miss going to my PT, cause everytime I go there I can have the heating pad laying on, giving me like 15-20 minutes to relax and feel the warmness of it. It puts me into sleep haha! I can't wait to go back there again. I know how to do some exercise but my golly why I am so timid to do it, however when it is my appointment time to my PT, I should follow what she commands otherwise she will not let me come back. It is funny how she would ask me if I do the moves with the new tricts, sometimes I just said yeah but only the day before my appointment, bad me LOL! Which supposed to be always do that exercise every day which is just only a slight moves. LAZY MOI!

Black Friday is really fun for everyone but honestly not for my husband because he doesn't like to wake up early just to go to a store, get item that is a huge for sale. For him, he will not care about it as long as he can have enough sleep, no need to wake up early, he better buy the item in a full price rather than taking his rest away. Yeah, he does complaining but oh well I also would respond I will not minding if he will go with me or not, I better go with friends who love to buy great stuffs at great prices. I believe I can buy the stuffs for such an amazing prices. Now, I also would like to share what I have just found a website that is providign a simple and easy to use interface for all shoppers to find all the latest black friday ads and cyber monday deals. This actually can be found at blackfriday.biz. A great place indeed because they will show everyone of us the Black friday items that we can buy on Thanksgiving Day Online, so it means no more rush to prepare yourself to just go to the store but instead do it through online. I believe, this will help us to avoid the crowds on Black Friday while still getting huge discounts on various products. So what are you waiting for, start browsing through their website as for more details.

Something's bad happened last night when we park our car somewhere by the street, Stealer who open our door although we really didn't see anyone was caught in the act but when my youngest sister try to open the door, it actually opened then, wondered why since we locked it up before heading to the bank following me. The main driver door where to insert the key was already gone, I guess it calls the "doorlock". Boy what has been happening! I was so scared while pissed at the same time 'cause why they wanted to steal stuffs inside our car, who knows they also want to take and drive our car as a carnapping but what I have heard it is hard to do it when the car is an automatic transmission. At first I was being very hesitant to get in the car might there is some bomb explosion they put inside, who knows since they were not able to find anything valuable inside and was being mad. However, they are not lucky to steal anything in it because we all bring our cellphones and other stuffs while walking on the way to the bank. Actually Nina had drop me to the bank before she finds the parking spot. I was just pissed though but what can we do? I would love to complain it to the police but seems our time was just too short since I was already very hungry and wanted to have some barbeque. So I just keep my cool and patience before my mind run wild a bad thoughts to a robber if I see them I could just have shot them with a gun (oh well if I have one LOL).  I might report the incident to the police very soon. Sigh! World this time has become unsafe though, lots of carnappers, robbers or theives that can harm your life in no time. I am really hoping this will not happen again. Anyhow I will buy a new accessory for my car because we couldn't longer lock the driver door, so we must do something about it. Until now I still feel so bad and pissed, still bothering my mind and asked why they have done it. God will punish them! But they are unlucky for not getting anything inside of my car... I was regretting for not turning on the car alarm son when someone's touching or even tip onto the body of car it will alarm so loud right away. We could have caught or save the thing. Right now I am so mad with the look of driver door that there is no more thingy to insert the key. Anyhow I can't wait to have fix it  by someone very soon.

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I am kind of tired now because I have been singing to my heart's content with our video karaoke tonight at home. Oh well, the urge just came fash up into my mind and just thought of singing any songs. I just love it, cause I can enjoy myself through it. Taking mind off from other things and just enjoy myself to the fullest LOL! I just feel any pain after taking my nap, asking a deeper massage from my brother. So instead of feeling the pain in my back, why not grab the phone and turn on the videoke so to have some fun. My sisters and brothers sang too until they surrender cause it is a school day again tomorrow. It is going to be a long week days for them again. I am happy that they are trying to get their sleep as much as they could since they will wake up early morning to prepare for their school.

On the globeline Networks news in regards with our current bill which we have not used or not been using it that much. My sister went there and complaint, she just told me, she will come personally to their office here in Bogo, otherwise if it was me I will be pissed talking to them. So then, they only ask for 1800 thousand pesos which I think is very reasonable price. They disregard their notice of taking action it to the lawyer which they believe in now that it is their fault for not adjusting status or our bill to them. Hmmpp.. I hope they will not do it again nor even to any other customers out there. If they are needing money, why not us too but hopefully in a nice way not to become like scammers.

Okay, I guess I am done talking with this issue and look forward. That 1800 pesos is not that bad. I thought it is just a fraction of 8000 pesos they deliver a notice for us today. It finally have been solved. I mean atleast it doesn't sound so heavy to pay though for just an internet connection alone, because our contract bill is only cheap compare to their issuance lately. How come? Anyway, I am thankful it is over and we only need to pay soon.

I am kind of mad to a globeline network today because they keep sending a bill which we haven't use anymore of their connection. We called them before to better cut off our connection because their service is just too slow, maraming downtime. Have to call them many times, before we can get hold onto them, at eto pa.. Kakainis, while naka downtime yong internet sa broadband connection nila, we instead use their dial up, napakabagal, plus after we use it, we disconnect when we are not surfing the net. And now boy oh boy! They will let us pay 8 thousand pesos in totalling, who would like to pay?. Which to think every month na payment namin ay 1290+ lang sana sa unlimited access nila na broadband pero why their dial up connection is much more expensive than ulimited access that charged us 5 thousand pesos on that one month? Grrr... now they said if we can't make any payment they will endorse our account to a lawyer, then do it. TOO BAD FOR THEM. It seems they don't know what they are doing, or they are taking advantage at moi dahil married ako nang foreigner. They keep charging their subscribers kahit hindi na naka gamit sa connection nila. I might pay for that cost but for sure they can receive my loud voice sa office nila  plus I have to terminate our connection from them personally kay murag mga BUG*K man!. Golly, hindi lang pala ako ang may complaints.. madami. Their connection and staffs are sucks! Good thing I switched to Smart Broadband which it only gives less headaches in my end plus it is cheaper compare to them. This globelines have cost me a lot just to have connection which is more than 10 thousand pesos at starter while sa Smart Broa? I only paid 2000 pesos. Now I am having fun using their service. This is reminders to all people who would love to have internet connection at home. Look at GLOBELINE SUBSCRIBERS' COMPLAINT where you also can see which are the better connection to subscribe from before you do any move.

When I cam here in the Philippines for vacation, I brought like 5 cell phones with me, which they are all locked and only can be used in USA, meaning I can't use them in the other country not unless I would call the customer service and have them unlock but I don't know why my mind is just too lazy and crazy to not contacting them for have the free service, so when I brought them to a cellphone shop here in the Philippines at the mall to have unlocked cell phones it cost me big time because some of them were taking them a long time that two of my cell charged me almost 4 thousand pesos to have their unlock service. I have learn from it and next time I will make it sure to have it free from the customer service do it for me. Oh well those other cell phones I have brought were the old ones I used. So why not share to siblings when they also want some new and upgraded cell.

I have plenty of blogs I haven't been updating nor visiting though, I am not happy about it but I also can't push myself when my interest is still low. For now I will still enjoying my main and other blog which is the embraceeachsecond.com. Since, some of the page rank of my other blogs are back yet not too high, I might make an update very soon before the google will take it back away from me. It is weird how I drain even just to look at them that it looks have been abandoned for a long time. I wish I have 2 or more mind that would work at the same time so I will not be missing other pages to keep posted. They have a page rank of three. So far, I have 3 blogs that have PR3.

While I was back in USA and planning to have a vacation back here in the Philippines, I always would say, I would play golf at the nearest area but what's been happening to me now that I only keep thinking of my husband and his presence to be here soon. However, I told him that I would like to have Titleist golf and he should bring me one so we could have lots of fun playing at the golf course when we are both together. This is going to my first time playing golf though, so wish me luck!

I spend browsing through some pictures here and thought to plug them in here, since  you know this is my blog and I have the right to put anything in here LOL! I will be leaving which is hopefully very soon. I thought to posts some photos of my treasured family here in the Philippines. I have fun looking at my brothers and sisters image. I would say we have a mixed blood of Chinese-Japanese-Filipino. I also have wondered if our late father has a blood of Korean because his feature just looks like korean old men. My brothers have some features of korean as well, not including me that I look pinay haha! Now plus we have the mix-raced of Caucasian/Asian which is equal to American Nicole haha. Anyway, although these siblings have fights which are not that really bad now since I keep threaten them that if ever they will fight again like boxers, they should just get out of the house and never come back cause I will no longer pay their tuition fees LOL!. Do you think I am being mean? Oh well, I really did not mean to say it but I only scare them so they will stop fighting each other. So this time their voices are in low volume already when they have some arguements. Sometimes they fight who got the most handsome face and the ugliest haha.. But sometimes they get along well, guitaring, singing together since they love also love music. Indeed tney are funny boys of mine.

Sisters with cousin at the right

After had lunch at Magestic Restaurant

my handsome brothers, have some korean featured on their faces.

The beauty and sexy Nina

Voluptous Naomi

The youngest Vivian, the 6th child Nina and 2nd son Jerry.

The family I treasured

Of course the last but not the least, I have one beautiful family back in USA.

I may say, we are one happiest family in the world. Although hubby and I have a huge gap but never I regret even single day upon marrying him because I met one of the most wonderful guy in the world, that never I met any hardship being with him. I praise and thankful to God for what I have in my life. He never gives me any pain. Still treating me as her princess haha, excuse Nicole, go out of my way for a minute anak haha. Standing strong, inlove and blessed. I will post more of these pictures when Nicole was goofing around with us. She stick her butt off to her daddy and was laughing hard hehe, naughty girl. This photo was taken a week before our flight back in Philippines 2008. A one proud mommy and wife.
Upon writing this, I really miss my husband so very much. I miss his companion and comfort when I feel down and when I am happy. I don't believe people would say that when your husband is way older than you is you really don't love him but just after what he got. For me is very different and that is wrong impression, God knows how I am so inloved with my husband and I am very thankful for having him in my life. I have a relationship experienced with younger guy/s just like my age or a year older or two but most of the time I was not happy and the ending was not even good too them. I believe age doesn't matter but on how you two get along with each other, that is what matters most. I also believe I don't want to get along with such a young guy just like my age cause for sure he might still be looking around and his eyes? are still rolling around too LOL! I may say not all of them. I also believe that being together with the same age as you, when you get older, women look more older than men then you struggle hard to still keep looking young because insecurites are always there in our mind. I might end up scratching my head LOL! You might say I am selfish but hey, I just want to live a simple life and stop finding ways to keep being looking younger and beautiful so to not to be afraid husband will not find any another younger woman haha. NO OFFENSE PLEASE! Honest, I just don't like people who keep comparing their husbands to others, how they may say a lot of things of a girls marrying older guys. Oh well, who knows they are the happiest couple you could ever seen and could get envied with. Unless if it is way too old like when the girl is 20 then the guy is 90? haha! Oh well, we still shouldn't make any judgemental thoughts because it is their own happiness, we should also be happy for them.

I am not looking for fights ha. I just don't like people who keeps eyeing for younger girls who are marrying older guys. Hmmm... what's in their mind? For me, I don't care, I am just the happiest person living on earth. With one beautiful active smart daughter, buy anything we can afford, there is the love that overflowing? Oh! I just have more than enough I could ask for. Thank you Oh Lord for giving this kind of life! No headaches at all! Unless facing on computer and make myself stress, that makes my head aching LOL! My only problem? Is my family back in the Philippines, but we still get through and finish it someday. Oh well, who couldn't if you are sending 3 colleges to school at the same time, 3 highschool plus all of their needs and to the rest of my family. Hmmp! But I know what me and hubby spend will be all worth it later. Thank you hubby for being understanding although this may cause us headaches sometimes since the expenses are keep going yet you never give up. You just make me more inlove with you cause I can see how caring you are! Love you love you love you love you! Mwaaahhhh!

Since I got here in the Philippines, I never yet buy a new close shoes for me. Oh well, no one can't blame me since the quality I saw so far is not relying at all. I am picky in terms of footwear. It should be in a good quality and would last long. In short, I love to own branded nice shoes. I can't wait to go back in USA and buy one of the Asgi shoes I just saw at online store. Although it is quite expensive but oh well, it is relying and even of using it for years, it still can be looked new and durable.

Thanks to all of my Colorado friends who are visiting me through blog. I miss you so much guys. To Mai, Sheryl, Dalia, Zima, Glendel, Sharon, Irene, MJ, which they are all my blogger friends whom I have seen now they have been blogging out already. I hope you have fun doing it. Yeah, yeah! I know what you mean if I miss ehemmm.. Zima, I don't even remember that anymore haha.. just a joke. Oh well, I have to hang on here. Hubby said we gonna make it up. Who knows for whole day and night basta puno lang nang energy but mag ENERGO lang ko. Diba! Oi uban friends pod nako diha ha! Tess, Angie, c kinsa pa... basta kamo diha haha! Ay c Jocelyn juntit pod diay. Dalawang friends ko dyan na buntis C Dalia, I know how hard you are going through right now pero sige lang mawala ra lagi na kay another pain you will take after that haha.. joke.. bitaw oi agwanta lang. Jocelyn, goodluck on your labor and delivery pero I will be there already when it happens. Oy gihatag na ba ni Bill imo hapas? Hehe, before I forget, basin gikalimtan nato ni Bill ha, gipahatod baya to nako pero sige lang if you don't feel satisfy kay murag gagmay ra to nuh? sige lang dad-an teka og usa ka-baril haha.. joke... Sabta lang ni inyo friends ha nga kagoy. You know I love you guys!

Yeah, Life here has been tough, yet I am enjoying foods, being with family is one of the best and toughest thing in life haha! You know what I mean. But life must have to move on, look forward and think about positive side. There you go drama na 'ata to! Yeah, I don't forget your reminders to bring back something for you as pasalubong, Well see ha kay upaw na petaka ko haha! Bitaw oi! I will make sure to buy each one for you bahala manga pangag mo haha! Nah, don't really know when to go back there because hubby is still eye-ing for the right time to be here. My flight back with Nicole to Denver will be cancelled on August 19th, so it will just be a waste of money since we already paid for it but hey I don't want to go back there if hubby will not go with me and Nicole. I can't handle it anymore with such an active, hyper kiddo with me. Surrender man gani ni dri akong pamilya og katabang to only watch for her how much me alone in the airport with her. No way. Anyway sabi ni hubby, he can't stand without me oi during those missing days anymore haha. Charrrr! So he has to find ways daw to pick me and Nicole but I can't tell yet the fix date when it is gonna be, who knows he has to stay here for little longer, sus magbakasyon kuno sya kay pahuway sa iyang trabaho, sige daw kayod pero asa na ang kinayod? Oh well, that is one of the biggest question in the world which I don't know what to respond, only God knows haha!

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Birthday ni Nicole. I am not sure pa gyud maghikay ba ko kay wala man dri iya amahan ana. Will wait nalang ni hubby, and also for now, I have to take care of big payments sa mga kagwang here hehe. Bitaw oi daghan intawn ko dri gipaskwela, tingbayad napod kuno. So I have to think which one has to prioritize first, luoy pod akong little darling without party pero dah, my decision will be at the last minute. Can't wait to go back there na baya kay gikapoy napod ko dri nyahaha! You know puro P atong mabagtan dah, pero sige lang it is once in a blue moon raman pod ta kabisita ani atong mga kabwisita dri. Haaay life! It means life has to enjoy with the problemos haha!

Diay, tungod sa kadaghan uncles and aunties ni Nicole murag nalimtan na tingali niya dagway sa iyang amahan og kuya haha. Imagine she has lots of uncles to mention, those are uncle Jerry, uncle jimmy, uncle john2x (my cousin), uncle jojo, uncle Rico, uncle Bernie. Sa aunties naman, Nina, Naomi, Vivian, Regine, Marimar, Rhea, Marie Lou, cno pa? daghannn jud oi! cousin Jenny and Jaira plus wala panay labot sa akong mama and lola ha haha! sa namuyo rana in one roof dri sa amoa ha, wlay labot sa uban aunties gyud nako og uban cousin haha! Ginoo, murag limot na c Nicole sa iyang amahan sa nawng oi, although kita sya permi sa picture og through webcam pero libog na tingali ni iyang utok haha. Tawag niya na amahan kay ako nang igsuon, iyda daw papa jerry, nah atimana. Hilak najud amahan ani ba haha! Pero ingon mani sya coming daw iya daddy from A.

Dah sige na oi, I have to go now seems my letter is toooooooo long already. So see yah or chat with you sometimes. I know tulog pa mo ron pwerteng hagok. I miss and love you girls. Mwaaahhh!

Living in a Subdivision is quiet boring, I tell you, especially during afternoon. You can't almost hear any noises. If we have been still living in an old place before, for sure I could have a lot of fun singing around in our video karaoke machine. So today while surfing through the net, there is one place that cracks me up. The funny t shirts from roadkilltshirts.com. Honest, it is really humurous website that's worth sharing for to you all out there. And also if you want to let people laugh and live long, you better check out one of their funny t shirts to wear. Indeed, it is a one funny afternoon for me here right now.